I'm Seriously Pissed Off!

This is by no means a good update.

Essentially... people I used to like just pissed me off! And i hate them for taking advantage of my kindness.

How I feel:
Extremely mad. And they deserve whatever I just did to them. I really hate brainless people at this point!

I may be mean, but they are the bad guys. And they are now completely shunned and nothing else matters.

Ne-Yo Live in Manila

Ne-Yo (Shaffer Chimere Smith) is invading Araneta Coliseum! And that's Because of You!



How I wish I could watch him perform and dance with his Sexy Love.



Catch him live at the Araneta and you will never get So Sick of love songs anymore.



Event Date/Time:
February 29, 2008 | Friday at 8:00pm
March 1, 2008 | Saturday at 8:00pm

The Stiletto - DBSM

I got to spend a caffeine fuel time with my lovely self while taking the The Dating Persona Test. And my results are in! I am...
The Stiletto - Deliberate Brutal Sex Master (DBSM).
Edgy. Physical. Devastating. You are The Stiletto, of all types, the most likely to be a dominatrix and the least likely to apologize.

Sex is your object, and you have a LOT of it. Doubtless, you've figured out how easy it is for a dominant, assertive woman to have as many and whichever partners as she chooses. You're in control, you know what you want, and you get it, right there. It's highly likely you have a nice body, and it's even more likely we're getting all turned on right now writing this.

You're generally careful with your actions and words, but your test answers indicate you've hurt some people, drawn some blood. This means one of two things. Either you're calculating, and pain is just part of your game plan, or hurting the occasional guy is just the unfortunate, but natural, byproduct of your liberated sexual existence.

Our tendency is to believe the latter: you're willing to engage men on a basic sexual level, and clearly they're attracted to you. It's understandable that a few might get overly attached, and sometimes harshness is the only way for you to escape: you've got to cut your way out. After all, it's not emotional bondage you're looking for right now.

Take the test: http://www.okcupid.com/online.dating.persona.test

The Wee Splits at Work

Work is horrible today. But Mondays and Tuesdays are always horrible. Anyone in marketing and advertising will understand this. But some business men I know don't. Does that makes any difference? I believe that 2008 will be a big year for a change. There are MAJOR plans for the company I work for, and it would appear WE are looking for the future as well?

Maybe I should be more positive with my personal life. Who knows what could happen... right?!?

Today I hate:
-people taking advantage of my helpfulness.
-some people who fall prey to the devil!

Quizzy Quiz

Here's a quiz from lovely Imelda.


What is your occupation? - Ninja For Hire. hii-yaaahh! :p. I'm a TSR.

What color are your socks right now? - Skin tone hehehe I'm wearing flip flops

What are you listening to right now? - Noises from outside

What was the last thing that you ate? - Pizza!

Can you drive a stick shift? - Hahaha. I thought it's "shaft" hahaha. Dirrrtty! Nope.

If you were a crayon, what color would you be?- Green!

Last person you spoke to on the phone? - Mitch, my brother

Do you like the person who sent this to you? - Yes, she is so sweet.

Favorite drink? - Pepsi!

What is your favorite sport to watch? - F1 Race

Have you ever dyed your hair? - Yep, I dyed my hair black in December

Dog name - Don't have a dog at the moment. But I used to name my dogs "Motley". Because I love the band Motley Crue. 4 years ago I had Motley I, he got hit by a car. Then Motley II, he was so hyper and a sweet dog, but he ran away and we couldn't find him. If I'd be given another dog, I for sure will name him Motley III. Hell yeah!

Favorite food? - Pizza, pasta, sushi, burger. Uhm..anything edible, except veggies. Especially "laswa" [farmer's delight].. eek!

Last movie you watched? - In theaters: Jumper. On TV: Night at the Museum

Favorite Day of the year? - Uhm..don't know. but I hate Sundays.

What do you do to vent anger? - Cry. Talk to my friends. and drown myself with beer.

What was your favorite toy as a child? - Water gun.

What is your favorite, fall or spring? - I'm living in a tropical country, so my fave season is summer. I'm a sun-girl!

Hugs or kisses? - Pwede both?

What kind of pie? - American pie. Hahaha.

Do you want your friends to email you back? - Yep. Especially when I sent out a very important email, I expect them to reply, asap!

Who is most likely to respond?- All of 'em.

Who is least likely to respond? - Mann

Living arrangements? - Hmm..I want a spacious home, with boom boxes around the place. lol. Or live in a place where it has greens. it’s uplifting to see green years-round and to have the option to live outdoors more often.

When was the last time you cried? - Last night.

What is on the floor of your closet? - Dust. err.. shoes.

Who is the friend you have had the longest that you are sending this to? - I'm not gonna send this to anyone though :D

The friend you have known the shortest amount of time that you are sending this to? - I'm not sending this to anyone gani

Favorite smell? - Natural scent mixed with mild cologne.

What inspires you? - Lots of things.

What are you afraid of? - Ghosts

Plain, cheese or spicy hamburgers? - Cheesy and spicy burgers!

Favorite car? - I want a Ferrari, please donate. Hahaha.

Favorite cat breed? - I don't have a cat

Number of keys on your key ring? - 2

How many years at your current job? - Going 1 year in 16 days

Favorite day of the week? - Saturday

How many provinces have you lived in? - none

How many countries have you been to? - none


I'm not tagging anyone, just grab this quiz from here.

Is It One Of My Weaknesses?

Why is it that the only thing that could make me cry is for him to hold me and tell me things are going to be alright? Is it a weakness?

I was listening to "our" song for an hour during my break. and set the mp3 on auto repeat, mind you.




Related posts:

Don't Matter
Goodie Weekend

This Is My Journal

Once, a friend asked me why I keep a blog. Some may call it online journal. I remember i replied "to make money online"- yes that is one of my reasons.

But seriously.. this is a place for me to vent or cry about my feelings; to express my emotions, etc. They may not necessarily be exactly what I'm feeling or thinking all the time. I write when I feel the impulse to, when i'm overcome with emotion. It is my RIGHT. And just because this happens to be public and I share my life with others doesn't take away from the fact that THIS IS MY JOURNAL. And if this were all written down on a piece of paper instead, you would have never read it...it would never be seen. But I'm open. It's how I've always been. And it's never been for fans.

If you noticed, I don't blog about disappointments anymore, or any negativity in me. I'm trying to keep it until no longer suits the situation. If I try to express any feelings here about what I used to feel before.. or if I even so much as try to vent... some people think i'm "Playing Victim" -- though I'm not.


Let me make one thing clear:
I Am Not A Saint.

I want you all to know that the point of this blog is to release. It is not to gain support, acquire comments, or make myself out to be flawless. it is not to bash others, whom I will always LOVE WHOLE HEARTEDLY, no matter what comes of the future.

[Edited] Now that has been said, I'm going to end this entry for today.

Thanks to those who have been reading about my sappy entries/posts, have been laughing with me, and leaving a comment. I love you.

Grumpy Monday

Ugh.I'm in a totally grumpy mood. I have been waiting for my cousin for almost 2 hours now. I hate waiting. I was in a great mood earlier, I had lunch with Hec, and that made me happy. But I guess it's been going downhill. Darnit, my cousin ain't texting yet.



I am currently listenning to Nasty Girl - Sterling Simms


I love dancing to this song.

8th Monthsary

Today is our 8th Monthsary. My hands are so itchy to text and greet him but I wanted him to be the 1st to greet me. unfortunately, he forgot. lol. maybe because he has been sick for the past few days? I don't know. Tsk. But it's ok.


But still.. I love my Hecky Poo!

My Routine

Figured i'd update. Not a whole lot to update about though. I had a stressful night at work, but somehow it was good. But, in my opinion, i was not at my best. Although I did learn lots.

I've become very routine lately. Wake up around 3 pm...then go back to sleep by 4pm..wake up again around 8pm.. and on most days (weekdays only)I have to work at 10pm... so I go there. Sit around work and make calls and screw off with the internet until 7am . Come home. Eat something. Watch TV. Or talk with my sisters. Mom. And then I would text Hec, and my friends too.

And...

Sleep. Yeah, that's almost everyday. Every once in awhile I'll have company. Very boring, I know. But I'm very happy with it. Well. Not the working part, though I'm still trying to be productive.

But the rest is nice.

Fortune Cookie

I had lunch with Hec at Chowking today, and he got me and himself fortune cookies!

So my fortune cookie tells me:

"Don't get caught up in other people's
problems so you can enjoy your own life."

This is highly situational,.. if they are "drama queens" i merely don't show interest. Hahaha. out of the topic. phhbbt!

Goodie Weekend

I had a pretty good weekend.

Saturday
Hec picked me up from the office
Had lunch together
Watched him play his sports.
Dinner

Sunday
Went to the salon - I got a new haircut!
Hec and I vegged watching the movie Jumper. While he suffered with some lovely colds. Aww.. poor Hecky Poo. He badly needs a warm hug.

I will now leave you with a Montage i just made:

My Sweetest Thing

oAt any rate, life is good and quiet. I cannot tell you enough, how much fun I've had in the past few days, having had a quality time spent with my boy. We had more cuddles... and giggles... and watched movies... and eat and...cuddled more! It has truly been such a blast. We're always having the best time ever.

So I present to you.. me and my sweetest thing. :)
Absolutely adorable.


Ok sweets, that's all from me today, i gotta get some sleep. I'll let ya know how my weekend goes, and hopefully get a huge photo-dump up for you soon. Tee-hee. :D

Have a sweet weekend everyone!

Simple and Special Ways On Valentine's Day

Today has become a major holiday for retailers of gifts, chocolates, cards and flowers. Also, a chaotic day for restaurants!

Hmm.. lemme give you tips to make your Valentine's Day remains special.

Simple words.

• No matter how beautiful the flowers... no matter how shiny the necklace... no matter how expensive the chocolates..no matter how sweet the card...it will be your own words that make your special person feel special. Take time to both write and speak these words of affection. Let your Valentine know how you feel and let it come unhindered from your heart. you may not be as talented as those who write for Hallmark but your original words will be much more meaningful at the end of the day. The words you speak may be what is most important in the end.
  

Simple Gifts.

• Many people will ruin their Valentine's Day by placing extraordinary pressure on themselves to get the perfect gift. Your special person wants you more than an elaborate gift. Keep your gift special. Give it with feeling. Also, don't let what others are doing for Valentine's Day affect what you do. Don't try to compete with others for most expensive gift of the day.

Simple Day.

• Don't get caught up in the idea that you have to have a perfectly executed plan to make Valentine's Day special. Think of a way to spend the day with style.

So what are your plans for today? Whatever it is.. hope you'll have a good one. Happy Hearts Day everyone!

Camwhoring :D

Time for photo blogging! hehehe.

Date Taken: Feb. 11th, 2008 @ Iloilo Grand Hotel
[oops! we haven't set the date on the digital camera, it shows here '1/1/2004']

The guys with Angela.



Antonio playing with his doll. Aww. I knew it!


Para daw kay June? Etchos! Nde na dhay! - Raymund


My fave shots! with medussa.




And that is all. :)

Vicious Cycle

I was just informed that it was a womans fault that men are the way they are. I just had a talk with this guy, and I feel a debate arising.

IN MY OPINION, relationships are a vicious cycle.

[This goes out to the person who I just had an argument with]
So you said the reason why men sleep around is because they don't feel the need to settle down? Uh-huh.

Why? Because you got your feelings hurt by some girl who didn't necessarily know what she wanted? Is this the reason why you treat your girlfriend now or the girls you are involved with the same way she treated you? Honestly, does that justify anything?
And you go around, sleeping with girls, playing with their minds, treating them the same way your ex treated you, knowing it hurts her... justifying what you did with "I'm broken from my ex and she's a b**ch for f***ing me over".

What about the ex? What happened to her in the past to influence her relationship decisions? The same as YOU.

It has to stop. the vicious cycle has to stop.

I ♥ Your Blog Tag/Award

Pepe showed some luvin' on this blog. Thanks a lot Pepe! :) I'd like to share this with medussa.



Advance Happy Hearts Day, y'all!

50th Annual Grammy Awards

Grammys - to honor artistic achievement, technical proficiency and overall excellence in the recording industry, without regard to album sales or chart position.

I've watched the 50th Annual Grammy Awards yesterday morning. Just thought I'd post this.

Awesome performance from Tina Turner and Beyonce doing Proud Mary.




Grammy Awards winners.

Manic Monday

So.. the debut party was ok.. but no fun. Good food? Nah-ah! But the mashed potato was good, so buttery and cheesy! Don't wanna talk more about the party. Pictures will be posted tomorrow.

Hmm.. everyone is so busy today. It's so contagious. Please stop them! Ugh. Anyway, I had a nice relaxing weekend. Saturday was a bit fun. But rainy Sunday afternoon was GREAT!

What could be nicer? Maybe a giant robot with a gun that shot money. *grins*

I have absolutely nothing interesting to write. This would be a lot easier if somehow I could jack my brain into my computer and this blog would read my mind. On second thought, thats probably not the best idea. I promise, I will post something interesting tomorrow... with images. :)

I need a new profile picture!

Song For Africa

I'm going to take a moment here and write a serious blog about something we should be aware of or to be a part of.

Song For Africa - raising awareness about the AIDS pandemic in Africa.

I have always wanted to join in any organization and help make a difference. Even if its small. So.. just by writing this I am raising awareness of this cause.

Check the trailer for the documentary on Song For Africa website.

Also, SFA recently had shirts made. check em out. Buy one, and support amazing cause. Or you can buy one for me hahaha.

I don't want to live my life in ignorance
People think it's safe to plead indifference
Why, do people have to die?
It isn't that hard to make a difference
All it takes is a little persistence
I, think we should try.

xoxo

I will leave you with this video. Don't Give Up Africa - Bono and Alicia Keys

Headbangerz Ball

Alright boys and girls, if you don't want to join the masses of going out on a date on Valentine's Day, you can still go out on a date on February 15th and hit Azuelle Rockbar at the Boardwalk @ 8:30PM.



Hooray for booze! No emo allowed. lol
Check out Diet of Wormz.

P.S.
Kelvin, you owe me for doing this. He he he.

Crappy Feeling

Boring night. This evening I am feeling pretty crappy. Tried to ignore it, but couldn't as I felt kind of sick.

I don't know why though. I keep waking up early! I got to sleep at about 11am and woke up on and off from 3pm til 8pm, when i got up. I dislike this. Argh.

I am drinking coffee.


Oh by the way, my boyfriend looks cute when he's asleep. That is all. Just thought I'd share that. :D

666 - Number of the Beast

One person asked me why six [6] is my favorite number. I answered six [6] and nine [9], my 2nd fave. Six has always been lucky for me, and Nine brings magic.

Here's a picture of me wearing the silver necklace with a 69 pendant given to me by my friend last Christmas 2007. It's kinda blurry, but take a closer look. Lol.


I'm not a very religious person, I'm not well-versed, but let me share this with you guys, from the Book of revelation: 13:18.

The orginal greek reads:
" ωδέ η σοφία εστίν; ο έχων νουν ψηφισάτω τον αριθμόν του θηρίου; αριθμός γαρ ανθρώπου εστί; και ο αριθμός αυτού χξς'. "

The King James translates:
Here is wisdom. Let him that hath understanding count the number of the beast: for it is the number of a man; and his number is Six hundred threescore and six.

The number 666 appears several times in the Old Testament, including in 1 Kings 10:14-22 as the number of talents of gold received by King Solomon in one year. "Now the weight of gold that came to Solomon in one year was 666 talents of gold".

According to the Bible, Solomon fell into apostasy and built altars to Chemosh, Moloch, and Ashtoreth, pagan gods to whom human sacrifices were made.

So i think, that over the years, the number 666 were frantically demonized by religious people. Oh by the way, the fear of the number 666 is called hexakosioihexekontahexaphobia.

Hexakosioihexekontahexaphobia - tongue twister. Hahaha.

I hope I get lucky today, since it's the 6th of February. :)

Happy 2/6 everyone!

Kiddie Porn.. isn't it?

Today, I think to myself, "Gee, I should update my blog, before doing all these important stuffs - stuffs that I am always doing". I sit here and stare stupidly at the screen, wracking my brain for something interesting to write about. After about 5 minutes of staring off into nothingness, i look at the screen again, realize that i have nothing to say, and close the window.

Here's a picture of a baby drinking beer.


Isn't that just hysterical??? The best part is, not one, but two dumb websites thought that it was funny enough that they needed to take credit for it. I guess it is supposed to be funny because he's severely damaging his developing brain, which is funny, but not funny hahaha. Not that i should really be judging humor. After taking a quick scan of what i've just written, it does not qualify as funny.

Anyway, here are some funnier things a baby could drink.



There, that ought to cover me for about a week. If it wasn't for all the kiddie porn, I would hate the Internet. Hahaha!

My Stripper Name

My stripper name on Facebook is…

Mimi Firec*cker!

Hahaha.


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