Drama Queen

I was absent from work last night due to colds and constant headache. And I haven't had a good sleep last night..there are alot of things whirling into my mind. I'm still not feeling well today.. and text messages from my friends are making me feel better. They want me to meet them,.. to talk.. coz they know I'm troubled. And so here I am at my friend's house..drinking.. drowning myself with alcohol.. hoping that this will keep me away from thinking about something that has been bothering me last night. Nothing much to update.. I just want to let you know that I have some life shattering, permanently life altering drama going on, so forgive me if I will not be around much. I just don't have it in me right now.