Bliss

I Had a good weekend.

Saturday- Got drunk. Started drinking early, like around 10 am with my friend, wandered around drinkin-talking-drinkin-talking....Ended up at my mom's old house (her father's house)and been drinking non-stop.

Sunday- my mother took an amazing care of us :) Around 6am today, she and my sister left for Cebu. But they are coming back on Wednesday though. I was still sleeping when they left..she just left me a note. so yesterday she was feeding me books to read hehehe, rounds of talking and delicious foods.
Also, I got to meet up with my boyfriend in the afternoon.


Today I basically feel like I am re-born: this morning was like it's so easy to get up, though I am missing some people. Ahh.. the sky is grey and the clouds tell me things are doing great. I am not really looking forward to new adventures... I wish I could just keep some of this peace with me throughout the year... the upcoming year.

Simplify.
Talk less and think more.
Take care of myself.
Take care of my boyfriend.
Make a plan instead of living for what's going to happen tomorrow or next week.
Stability.

And for just a little while, I will clean my room and meet my boyfriend after 5pm- Wallah! I'm excited. I feel happy and quiet. I am full of love for my life..and thankful for a perspective that fills me with appreciation for experience....I love my life,..the entire spectrum of it, my family, my friends and my boyfriend. I have known the really remote ends of the spectrum and all in between on a unpredictable but consistant continuum, my entire life....it drops my heart out on the ups and the downs, whirls around crazy, crazy then slows slower and slower till it stops.

Have a great day everyone!