I have always felt like I should do everything for myself, of course I have to put my full effort into so many things so that I can be in so many places at once.
Sometimes I let opportunities pass by me because I know that I am unable to take them on.. just yet. I am aware of my strengths and weaknesses and sometimes it is not worth the stress just to throw myself into something I am unprepared of. So, we'll see. I am still equipped with patience.