This is by no means a good update, but I'm sick and tired of seeing what I wrote about in the last entry. I had one of the worst days ever yesterday.
Some of you think I'm confident and bold enough writing the things that I do here...but I'm about to write some shit that even I gave second thoughts to...as if I wasn't exposed before, I'm about to become SUPER exposed...because I know I can not be the only one that broke down the way I did yesterday...I just can't be.
So for the most part, I've been high on life and loving every minute, and yesterday I wanted nothing more than to fade away into oblivion, cancel all connections with people, and take off. I hated myself yesterday and I didn't want to be a part of this sh*t we call our WORLD anymore.
I don't know why exactly I didn't think to call anyone, but I ended up going to the place I frequent with, sat by the bar and got offered for a tequila shot...I was there for like 30 minutes and went to the office by 8pm. I was in tears and friends were there to listen.
By now, you guys should know things are better. I'm now having fun...and loving. I'm on the go. I'm good, I'm smiling, I'm happy, and with friends.
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