Thursday, January 03, 2008

Things Are Currently Letting Me down

Right now I'm so sad.
Right now, I want to just stay in.
Right now, i hate outside.

People are shitty, and i like my little pillows, and my bed, and my little life, but other people are so quick to point out that's it's slightly pathetic to never go out lately.. it's been months. Perhaps I should go out and that would be tomorrow night, or Saturday night.

I need beer. More booze!

Tired and sleepy. But I will never be tired of one thing I'm holding on to. I hate waiting. I wish I could learn to control my impatience, but that will never happen. Just a lot of things on my mind today. I'm ready for life to start. I have a few hurdles to leap before I get to that point. And it sucks knowing that. Life is just a little confusing right now. I'm ok, I'm not too worried...it's just a little confusing. And all I can say is...Oh, life. I hate when it's so up in the air that you can't read it at all.

Sorry for whining here, it's not really appropriate. I see people here and they're so happy, and content, and amazing. And for the most part I am happy and content, but then I have a day like this.

...And I really need to quit eating so much damn sugar. It's going straight to my thighs!

<---from Logan. That's 1 liter baby!
Drinking during office hours, huh?

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